This week was an awesome week, i got to know God more than I ever before. Without any expectations, I went for Planet Shakers Conference 20TEN and it was a decision I would never regret. If I am used to be who I am , I would perhaps hesitate and recheck my schedule over and over again to see... if I have a time slot. But NO ! not this time..It was amazing,original and more importantly, it shifted my perspective about certain things in life.
I have always been very outspoken, and sometimes, having not processed my words through my brain or filter it in my mouth, words spoken may sometime hurt others. However, this problem spoke to me lately and I have thought alot about it and about judging others...I realised that I was in fact not as good as I perceived.
There a lot of things which goes about one's mind and heart that you fail to seek on the surface. Having encounter a similar situation with a new friend, I definitely fully comprehend the impact and realised how everyone is not what they seem on the outside. IN this case, i meant only the good way. A person may seem quiet and expressionless most of the time, but in their minds, you would be amazing to find out the amount of thoughts that run through, the things which goes about in their lives...
It is simply amazing to have known some one like that but ... at times, I can't help feeling small and useless.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Devotional/ Eternal flame
The beginning and the end
The provider and the Saviour
Lord, we declare your mighty power
your glorious name over us,
over this great nation,
over the motherland,
for you have died for our sins at the cross,
without an utter of hesitation,
despite our imperfectness,
the atrociousness of our behaviour.
For all heavenly things you have done,
all miracles and healings performed,
all lives which you have saved,
we praise you Lord,
with all our hearts ,
with everything that I am,
from this moment onwards
to eternity.
The provider and the Saviour
Lord, we declare your mighty power
your glorious name over us,
over this great nation,
over the motherland,
for you have died for our sins at the cross,
without an utter of hesitation,
despite our imperfectness,
the atrociousness of our behaviour.
For all heavenly things you have done,
all miracles and healings performed,
all lives which you have saved,
we praise you Lord,
with all our hearts ,
with everything that I am,
from this moment onwards
to eternity.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Feeling nutty, crazy =)
Aint in the mood to work at all
This feeling seems very familiar
as though it has had been embedded in my physic
If I had done otherwise
I probably will be tearing now
For procrastinating and stalling
Yet even if I did it right
I'm still unsatisfied
for there is room for improvement
for efficiency
for perhaps, growth.
Argh... all I am feeling now is SHITty...
Dont know why and don't know how come?
I think its just Me.
This feeling seems very familiar
as though it has had been embedded in my physic
If I had done otherwise
I probably will be tearing now
For procrastinating and stalling
Yet even if I did it right
I'm still unsatisfied
for there is room for improvement
for efficiency
for perhaps, growth.
Argh... all I am feeling now is SHITty...
Dont know why and don't know how come?
I think its just Me.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
3/365:Reflection
Little did I know that the world was enormous
Greater encounters and suffering were out there
Beyond the horizon, un grasp and unknown
Yet, the ignorance in me self pity
Unaware and oblivious of my surrounding
Inconsiderate of friends and family
The thought of this , disgust me
questioning my own morale
I asked myself - Wake up for your not the worst!
Greater encounters and suffering were out there
Beyond the horizon, un grasp and unknown
Yet, the ignorance in me self pity
Unaware and oblivious of my surrounding
Inconsiderate of friends and family
The thought of this , disgust me
questioning my own morale
I asked myself - Wake up for your not the worst!
Thursday, March 18, 2010
2/365: The Style " De Stijl"
In the 1900s ,the dutch had a view on what art is supposed to be and it influenced their political and socio-cultural thinking.
In this epoch, what do you think future would be like?
Would be like in the movies " 5th element" , " star wars" by natalie portman ?
Or would we return to stone age where machinery have yet to exist?
This influence me to think about architecture.
What would buildings look like in the future?
Le Corbusier had his vision - PURISM.
What about us? People living now?
How do I envision our future city?
In this epoch, what do you think future would be like?
Would be like in the movies " 5th element" , " star wars" by natalie portman ?
Or would we return to stone age where machinery have yet to exist?
This influence me to think about architecture.
What would buildings look like in the future?
Le Corbusier had his vision - PURISM.
What about us? People living now?
How do I envision our future city?
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
1/365 :LOMOGraphy
DeAd BLog!
Vow to upload once a day..=) Try my best!
Lomography - at the New york lomography open gallery!
It says : The Future is Analog
Saturday, May 30, 2009
reflection
Another semester is about to end and I couldn't help feeling it only seems like yesterday that the semester has just begun. Time really just before our eyes so quickly and before you know / realise, 6 months jus went down the drain and you start wondering - SO, what have I done this semester? Have I done anything meaningful at all?
These questions struck me when I handed in my final design assignment yesterday. Sleepless for days I thought I would feel a big relief but instead, such questions kept my mind active.
I started felfecting what I have done this semester and realised I did a lot of stuff like Korean national NIght, Cafe and etc. Having done that, i suddenly realised that I no longer feel glorifed over the things which I have done during the semester. In fact, I used to think so high of cafe knowing that at least some money collected will be donated to society and pride myself over that.
I wasn't sure what have gotten into me to feel so low anf guilty of doing all these events. All i could think of was.. SO, did I learn anything at the end of day?
I mean I certainly have my fair share of experience but at the mean time, I couldn't help feeling guilty abput my studies and everthing else. All I am sayng is that I wish I have done / put in more effort in other things as well- may be taking a better care of myself , spending a bit more time with my friends and etc.
Having said that now, I think i should make a list of goals for the next semester so that may be instead of feeling all worked out and tired at the end of semester , I would reflect then knowing that I have done something with my life.
These questions struck me when I handed in my final design assignment yesterday. Sleepless for days I thought I would feel a big relief but instead, such questions kept my mind active.
I started felfecting what I have done this semester and realised I did a lot of stuff like Korean national NIght, Cafe and etc. Having done that, i suddenly realised that I no longer feel glorifed over the things which I have done during the semester. In fact, I used to think so high of cafe knowing that at least some money collected will be donated to society and pride myself over that.
I wasn't sure what have gotten into me to feel so low anf guilty of doing all these events. All i could think of was.. SO, did I learn anything at the end of day?
I mean I certainly have my fair share of experience but at the mean time, I couldn't help feeling guilty abput my studies and everthing else. All I am sayng is that I wish I have done / put in more effort in other things as well- may be taking a better care of myself , spending a bit more time with my friends and etc.
Having said that now, I think i should make a list of goals for the next semester so that may be instead of feeling all worked out and tired at the end of semester , I would reflect then knowing that I have done something with my life.
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